Voices to be heard...

my unheard feelings.... unfelt love.... unnoticed infatuation...

2006-12-13T05:10:00.000-08:00

its funny... this variable inside of me seems to be broken.. but how can it be broken?.. no one even dares to mess with it.. i think its called depression ( yah!! economics.. and the depress feeling)

this thing has not been used for a long time.. and i think its about time for me to use it again.. its longing for someone... but how?!!? im so confused with this kind of feeling.. im not even attracted to someone... is this desparation? i really hope that its not!! because im not... but this thing needs to be filled.. would someone fill it up for me?! thats a question i cant answer... but i hope it will be.. someday.. ill wait for that very special someone to walk with me in this part of my life.. BUT until then.. I walk alone...

A WhiLe!! just A whiLE!!

2006-12-02T05:06:00.000-08:00

ghee willikers!!!!!(LOVES IT!!!)

its been ages since i've posted a new entry..

WeLL!! since my last entry.. alot of things happened!! (oh my God!! where do i start?!!?)

see.. thats the beauty of not posting everyday.. your posts wont look like a poetry gone bad...

( PPPPPEEAAAAAACCCCCCEEEEE BBBBBBBEEEE WWWIIITHHHH YYYOOUUU!!)

well... for your and my convenience.. ill just enumerate..

>> things that happened after my last entry...

- I made good friends.... college friends...

-I made bad friends.... college friends.. (if there's such thing as bad friends..)

- Intramurals is over.... ( dont ask)

- watched alot of movies..

- watched alot of TV

- i managed to pass all my subjects..

- uhm... typhoon millenyo visited me/us (boy.. what a temper!!!!)

- typhoon millenyo came back and said sorry.. (tee-hee!! just kidding!!)

- manny pacquiao won.. ( yeah.. i know...)

>> well its been a tough semester.. but.. a guys?? gotta do what a guys gotta do.. well..

i thnk that it will take a while again for me to post another one of my.. golden entry..( just ride

with me? ayt?)

>> ok!! so thats it.. stay tuned for more of my bone shaking, mouth shivering, hair falling

entries!! till next time... whenever that is...

****** cutest angel!!( planning on chainging it due to popular demand)*****

Frustration!!!!... POOF!!! no more!!!

2006-07-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

hey'all.. its moi!! long time no post huh?? well it seems like time did not permit me to have my daily sessions with my bewloved computer anymore.. so.. here i am.. its friday night (and thank god!) and i am grabbing this oppurtunity to update this online journal of my... angelic yet digital self... (HIHIHI) well!! UPDATES!!! im already in college!! the long wait is over!! (way over)... well.. things didnt turned out what its supposed to be... ughh err... its close.. but not quite.. uhm.. I made a lot of friends... how my blockmates/block? uh.. their ok... but i didint have the oppurtunity to know them alot.. so.. im taking my time knowing them.. hows my grades?!?!?................................................................................................ ctrl+alt+ f4........... joke!!! hehe.... not so good... but im working on it... hehe...

Thats it!! hehe!!! >>> sorry for the crappy post..... kinda not in the mood because of my grades...

have a nice night yall!!>> signing out!

Too FasT!!

2006-06-05T07:28:00.000-07:00

ahh!!! its too fast!!

ARGH!! no matter what you do... you just cant race with time.. but thats life.. you just have to ride with it.. Hmm... it makes me wonder if being too fast is a good thing...
AHEM!!..

On the plus side... -i lost 20 pounds in just 29 days!!! is that fast or what..
- uhm... im nearly in the legal age??
- i lost 20 pounds!! oh... right...

DOWN side.... - college!! new friends... old friends... hard to balance..
- EMPTY!!! <<< yah.. thats what describes it all... being to fast makes you empty...

so.. what am i so afraid about being too fast.. its just that.. when you think your life is perfect.. and you got everything you need.. this unstopable force called TIME.. makes its way through it.. and you cant do anything about it.. and the worst part about this.. is that sooner or later you will just have to give in.. and you will eventually move on.. which makes those beautiful things just another part of your "good old days".. sigh*

well... nyty nyt yall..... ( i hope i get a good night sleep)

-CUTESTANGEL-

2006-02-21T05:02:00.000-08:00

.... as soon as i opened my eyes this morning... sadness struck me... knowing that my last year in claret school of quezon city is about to end... hay.. lets cut the drama...

hi yall.. its me...

Today.... i realized that my friends are shallow.... haha.. well... i really dont care.. as long as i am not affected.. hehe.. (sama noh..) i dont know.. im so down today.. may be this day isnt for me.. i just hope that i can make till graduation.. and i really really hope that i pass UST.. Its my dream school... haha.. well...

byall bloggers out there...

GUD NITE

another day..

2006-01-26T04:58:00.000-08:00

hi ya'll!! its me again.. so tired!! definetly not the best day 4 me.. but still.. i managed to survive.. ahaha.. well.. what can i say... im a veteran.. ahahah.. well... this day sucks( as usual) dont know why.. maybe the weather? maybe the peeps around me.. or maybe its just me.. nah.. but as i have been thinking.. maybe its just from my point of view.. hay.. well.. intrams na tomorrow!! i just hope we will win... argh!! to all you bloggers out there... night ya'll.. mwah!!!

the cutest angel.. signing out.. peace ya'll!!

rest!!!

2006-01-25T05:28:00.000-08:00

hi yall blggers out there... its me the cutest angel.. well... sup? its been a long time huh? i have been 2 bussy. this month.. so a littletip 4 all you youngens out there u better make the best out of those days.. cuz it will never come back.. and to all you bussy people out there.. be sure to find yourself a good rest.. cus a person like me gud do a killin 4 some gud rest. i guess what im trin to say is I NEED A GOOD SLEEP!!!!

this is the cutest angel signing out!! NIGHT YALL!!!!

... I still love you..... hay.....

2005-05-16T03:58:00.000-07:00

Bakit ganun?! saka mo lang marerealize ung true meaning nung tao kapag wala na sya sayu... hayy.. if only i could turnback time.... i only had the chance to say to him i love you in 2 diff. language.... sana magkaron pa ako ng chance na masabi sa kanya na...

English - I love youAfrikaans - Ek het jou liefAlbanian - Te duaArabic - Ana behibak (to male)Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumenBambara - M'bi feBangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayuBisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimoBulgarian - Obicham teCambodian - Soro lahn nhee ahCantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimoCheyenne - Ne mohotatseChichewa - NdimakukondaCorsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jouCroatian - Volim teCzech - Miluji teDanish - Jeg Elsker DigDutch - Ik hou van jouElvish (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien)- "Amin mela lle" Esperanto - Mi amas vinEstonian - Ma armastan sindEthiopian - Afgreki'Faroese - Eg elski tegFarsi - Doset daramFilipino - Mahal kitaFinnish - Mina rakastan sinuaFrench - Je t'aime, Je t'adoreFrisian - Ik hld fan dy Gaelic - Ta gra agam ortGeorgian - MikvarharGerman - Ich liebe dichGreek - S'agapoGujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikawHawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe (Thanks Craig)Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female) Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male) Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte haeHmong - Kuv hlub kojHopi - Nu' umi unangwa'taHungarian - SzeretlekIcelandic - Eg elska tigIlonggo - Palangga ko ikawIndonesian - Saya cinta padamuInuit - NegligevapseIrish - Taim i' ngra leatItalian - Ti amoJapanese - AishiteruKannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene Kapampangan - Kaluguran dakaKiswahili - NakupendaKonkani - Tu magel moga choKorean - Sarang HeyoLatin - Te amoLatvian - Es tevi miiluLebanese - BahibakLithuanian - Tave myliuLuxembourgeois - Ech hun dech ger Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu Malayalam - Njan Ninne PremikunnuMandarin Chinese - Wo ai niMarathi - Me tula prem kartoMohawk - KanbhikMoroccan - Ana moajaba bikNahuatl - Ni mits nekiNavaho - Ayor anosh'niNorwegian - Jeg Elsker DegPandacan - Syota na kitaPangasinan - Inaru TakaPapiamento - Mi ta stimaboPersian - Doo-set daaramPig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyayPolish - Kocham CiebiePortuguese - Eu te amoRomanian - Te iubescRussian - Ya tebya liubliuScot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort Serbian - Volim teSetswana - Ke a go rataSign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan Sioux - TechihhilaSlovak - Lu`bim taSlovenian - Ljubim teSpanish - Te quiero / Te amoSwahili - Ninapenda weweSwedish - Jag alskar digSwiss-German - Ich lieb DiSurinam - Mi lobi joe Tagalog - Mahal kitaTaiwanese - Wa ga ei liTahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia OeTamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraenTelugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)Thai - Phom rak khun (to female) Turkish - Seni SeviyorumUkrainian - Ya tebe kahayuUrdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female) Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male) Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di Yiddish - Ikh hob dikhYoruba - Mo ni fe

-hay.... if only i had the chance...
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Descisions... argh.....

2005-05-12T17:39:00.000-07:00

Descisions are very hard to make, lalo na kapag you have to descide for others... but why does it has to be so hard? why do you have to be blamed for something you dont like to do? it reallly sucks... why do you have to descide anyway?!?! cant you have both things at the same time?! I dont know!! I... I... I'm really confused rightnow... If descisions means you have to choose betwee 2 important things then it means what ever the descision is it gonna hurt ayt?! this thing in life is both(for me) a gift and a curse....... and also like saying freedom and boundery.... hirap talaga kapag love pa ung involved sa issue na toh.. hay!!! wala lang!! e2 lang na feefeel ko ngayun.. sana kung may magbabasa man may makarelate.... hehe...

EXODUS

2005-05-12T05:30:00.000-07:00

Seeing one leave your life seems very destructive, lalo na kapag important ung person sayu... well i realized that when a person leaves you it is just the beginning of a new friendship.. Before i hate seeing people go.. but now i realized that instead of leting hatred run through my veins i replaced it by exitement, exitement because of the anticipation to know what kind of friendship will we form.. so here is a little conclusion... exodus is not the absence of a the person but rather the absence of his/her appearance... because a persons presence will always be a part of oblivion.

The Art of Giving Up

2005-05-11T22:43:00.000-07:00

Have you ever find your self lying down and listening to sentimental songs? And while you are listening to that song are you thingking about your loved one? And while thinking about him/her are you having a quarel? if yes then i hope this helps...

Letting go is the first thing that you have to know about love... if letting go means giving him/her happiness in life, then dont think twice.. if letting go means he/she will be safe, never look back. if letting go means giving him/her comfort, never regret. Because if you really love this person you would rather risk to exchange the hardships in life 4 one persons smile.

If you already let your loved one go, and you kept all this reminders in your heart, then you did the right thing. But if you let him/her go for your own benefit, then you dont know how to love....(sorry kung may natamaan)

Death and decay this summer

2005-05-11T15:19:00.000-07:00

tsk tsk tsk... like a million years has passed me.. its been 2 decaying days since our last volley ball training ended.. well i have nothig 2 tell you becuz i just decayed this past few days... i cant explain my feelings inside so instead.. im gonna put a short poem so it will be a lot easier 4 moi!!

"HOPE IS THE THING"

Hope is the thing... Hope is the thing with feathers That perches in the soul, And sings the tune without the words, And never stops at all, And sweetest in the gale is heard; And sore must be the storm That could abash the little bird That kept so many warm. I've heard it in the chillest land, And on the strangest sea; Yet, never, in extremity, It asked a crumb of me.

....see how bored i am??